ସୁଶାନ୍ତଙ୍କ ସହ ଆତ୍ମହତ୍ୟା ବିଷୟରେ କଥା ହୋଇଥିଲେ ମଡେଲ ଆୟଶା

ସୁଶାନ୍ତଙ୍କ ଆଉ ଜଣେ ବନ୍ଧୁଙ୍କ ଖୁଲାସା । ପ୍ରଥମ ସାକ୍ଷାତରେ ଆତ୍ମହତ୍ୟା ବିଷୟରେ ଆଲୋଚନା କରିଥିଲେ ଦୁଇଜଣ ।

ମୁମ୍ବାଇ: ବର୍ତ୍ତମାନ ସବୁ ମହଲରେ ସୁଶାନ୍ତ ସିଂ ରାଜପୁତଙ୍କ ଆତ୍ମହତ୍ୟାକୁ ନେଇ ଚର୍ଚ୍ଚା । ଏଯାବତ ତାଙ୍କ ମୃତ୍ୟୁକୁ ସେହି ସହଜରେ ବିଶ୍ବାସ କରିପାରୁନାହାଁନ୍ତି । ତାଙ୍କ ବନ୍ଧୁ, ସମ୍ପର୍କୀୟ ସୋସିଆଲ ମିଡିଆରେ ପୋଷ୍ଟ ସେୟାର କରି ତାଙ୍କ ସହ ବିତାଇଥିବା ସ୍ମୃତି ବିଷୟରେ ଆଲୋଚନା କରୁଛନ୍ତି । ଅନେକ ବନ୍ଧୁ ଜଣାଇଛନ୍ତି କିପରି ସୁଶାନ୍ତ ଅନ୍ୟ ଅଭିନେତାଙ୍କ ଠୁ ସମ୍ପୂର୍ଣ୍ଣ ଭିନ୍ନ ଥିଲେ । ଇତିମଧ୍ୟରେ ଏମଟିଭି ଭିଜେ ଆୟଶା ଅଦଲଖା ବନ୍ଧୁ ସୁଶାନ୍ତଙ୍କ ସହ କରିଥିବା ପ୍ରଥମ ସାକ୍ଷାତର ସ୍ମୃତି ସମସ୍ତଙ୍କ ସହ ସେୟାର କରିଛନ୍ତି ।

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  The very FIRST time I met him was at his Bandra house and we spoke about suicide. I remember us looking down from his balcony which was quite a few stories up and he asked what it would feel like if we jumped. It catapulted us into a conversation about the value of life, the need for thrill, the purpose of existence- stuff I've loved since I was a teenager. It was an enthralling conversation, we laughed, we drank and I went back home with my friends. ⁣ ⁣ After that night, everytime we would hang out, we would find ourselves cornering away from the crowd and delving deep into an existential conversation. There would be some spiritual question or dilemma plagueing him that would get my gears going. He was a refreshing beat amongst my friends in/of the industry and I found our heated arguments and chats characteristic of the curious mind that he had. Of course, we would make fun of each other's appetite for mental masturbation. We'd laugh about our midnight epiphanies and then go our separate ways till we bumped into each other again. ⁣ ⁣ I won't say we were close. But I do feel very confused today. He came across as a self-aware, thoughtful person. He was inquisitive, full of questions but not in a reclusive, dejected way. He was different from all the other jaded famous people I met because he had all this energy and optimism. Never flashy, very respectful. And fun. I recall seeing a #bucketlist he had put out on his feed & thinking it was ambitious to say the least but also very philanthropic, interesting. This picture is from when I dressed up as #ZiggyStardust for my dear friend @aditiyasinghart's birthday and Sushant was one of the few people to recognise my #cosplay & jump into a #DavidBowie rant. He had good taste, I thought he was cool. ⁣ ⁣ I just cannot wrap my head around what's happened. I don't know the words he used in his head. I wish he had a bouncing board to stop him in his tracks. It just goes to show that the strongest, woke-est, most stable individuals can be at-risk mentally. The calmest minds can snap and NOBODY is an island. @sushantsinghrajput was not an island. Some timely help could've prevented this. Ask yourself, do you need to talk?⁣ ⁣

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  The very FIRST time I met him was at his Bandra house and we spoke about suicide. I remember us looking down from his balcony which was quite a few stories up and he asked what it would feel like if we jumped. It catapulted us into a conversation about the value of life, the need for thrill, the purpose of existence- stuff I've loved since I was a teenager. It was an enthralling conversation, we laughed, we drank and I went back home with my friends. ⁣ ⁣ After that night, everytime we would hang out, we would find ourselves cornering away from the crowd and delving deep into an existential conversation. There would be some spiritual question or dilemma plagueing him that would get my gears going. He was a refreshing beat amongst my friends in/of the industry and I found our heated arguments and chats characteristic of the curious mind that he had. Of course, we would make fun of each other's appetite for mental masturbation. We'd laugh about our midnight epiphanies and then go our separate ways till we bumped into each other again. ⁣ ⁣ I won't say we were close. But I do feel very confused today. He came across as a self-aware, thoughtful person. He was inquisitive, full of questions but not in a reclusive, dejected way. He was different from all the other jaded famous people I met because he had all this energy and optimism. Never flashy, very respectful. And fun. I recall seeing a #bucketlist he had put out on his feed & thinking it was ambitious to say the least but also very philanthropic, interesting. This picture is from when I dressed up as #ZiggyStardust for my dear friend @aditiyasinghart's birthday and Sushant was one of the few people to recognise my #cosplay & jump into a #DavidBowie rant. He had good taste, I thought he was cool. ⁣ ⁣ I just cannot wrap my head around what's happened. I don't know the words he used in his head. I wish he had a bouncing board to stop him in his tracks. It just goes to show that the strongest, woke-est, most stable individuals can be at-risk mentally. The calmest minds can snap and NOBODY is an island. @sushantsinghrajput was not an island. Some timely help could've prevented this. Ask yourself, do you need to talk?⁣ ⁣

  A post shared by Ayesha Kapoor Adlakha (@ayeshaadlakha) on Jun 14, 2020 at 4:33am PDT

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  The very FIRST time I met him was at his Bandra house and we spoke about suicide. I remember us looking down from his balcony which was quite a few stories up and he asked what it would feel like if we jumped. It catapulted us into a conversation about the value of life, the need for thrill, the purpose of existence- stuff I've loved since I was a teenager. It was an enthralling conversation, we laughed, we drank and I went back home with my friends. ⁣ ⁣ After that night, everytime we would hang out, we would find ourselves cornering away from the crowd and delving deep into an existential conversation. There would be some spiritual question or dilemma plagueing him that would get my gears going. He was a refreshing beat amongst my friends in/of the industry and I found our heated arguments and chats characteristic of the curious mind that he had. Of course, we would make fun of each other's appetite for mental masturbation. We'd laugh about our midnight epiphanies and then go our separate ways till we bumped into each other again. ⁣ ⁣ I won't say we were close. But I do feel very confused today. He came across as a self-aware, thoughtful person. He was inquisitive, full of questions but not in a reclusive, dejected way. He was different from all the other jaded famous people I met because he had all this energy and optimism. Never flashy, very respectful. And fun. I recall seeing a #bucketlist he had put out on his feed & thinking it was ambitious to say the least but also very philanthropic, interesting. This picture is from when I dressed up as #ZiggyStardust for my dear friend @aditiyasinghart's birthday and Sushant was one of the few people to recognise my #cosplay & jump into a #DavidBowie rant. He had good taste, I thought he was cool. ⁣ ⁣ I just cannot wrap my head around what's happened. I don't know the words he used in his head. I wish he had a bouncing board to stop him in his tracks. It just goes to show that the strongest, woke-est, most stable individuals can be at-risk mentally. The calmest minds can snap and NOBODY is an island. @sushantsinghrajput was not an island. Some timely help could've prevented this. Ask yourself, do you need to talk?⁣ ⁣

  A post shared by Ayesha Kapoor Adlakha (@ayeshaadlakha) on Jun 14, 2020 at 4:33am PDT

ଆୟଶା ସୋସିଆଲ ମିଡିଆ ପୋଷ୍ଟରେ ଲେଖିଛନ୍ତି, ‘ପ୍ରଥମଥର ମୁଁ ସୁଶାନ୍ତଙ୍କୁ ତାଙ୍କ ବାନ୍ଦ୍ରା ଘରେ ଭେଟିଥିଲି । ଆମେ ଆତ୍ମହତ୍ୟା ବିଷୟରେ କଥା ହୋଇଥିଲୁ । ମୋର ମନେ ଅଛି ଆମେ ଦୁହେଁ ବାଲକୋନିରୁ ତଳକୁ ଚାହୁଁଥିଲୁ, ଆଉ ପରସ୍ପରକୁ ପଚାରିଥିଲୁ ଯଦି ଏଠାରୁ ତଳକୁ ଖସିପଡିବା ତେବେ କଣ ହେବ । ଡେଉଁକି ଆତ୍ମହତ୍ୟା କଲେ କେମିତି ଲାଗିବ ଏହା ବିଷୟରେ ମଧ୍ୟ କଥା ହୋଇଥିଲୁ । ସେହିପରି ଜୀବନକୁ ମଜାଳିଆ ଅନ୍ଦାଜରେ କେମିତି ବଞ୍ଚିବା ତାହା ମଧ୍ୟ ସୁଶାନ୍ତ କହିଥିଲେ । ସେହି ରାତିରେ ମଜାମସ୍ତି କରି ମୁଁ ଘରକୁ ଫେରିଆସିଥିଲି ।’ ହେଲେ ସେ ବାସ୍ତବରେ ଆତ୍ମହତ୍ୟା କରିଛନ୍ତି ତାହା ବିଶ୍ବାସ ହେଉନାହିଁ ବୋଲି ଲେଖିଛନ୍ତି ଆୟଶା ।

ସେହିପରି ସୁଶାନ୍ତଙ୍କ ଏକ ଫଟୋ ସେୟାର କରିଛନ୍ତି ଆୟଶା । ଯେଉଁଥିରେ ତାଙ୍କ ସହ ମସ୍ତି କରୁଥିବାର ନଜର ଆସିଛନ୍ତି ।