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'I was in a dark place': Kyrgios reveals struggle with depression

The 25-year-old Australian began seeing a psychologist in 2018 to "get on top of his mental health" while he also vowed to reduce his schedule.

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Published : Nov 9, 2020, 7:10 AM IST

Canberra: Nick Kyrgios has spoken about his struggle with depression which he says left him in a "lonely, dark place".

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The 25-year-old Australian began seeing a psychologist in 2018 to "get on top of his mental health" while he also vowed to reduce his schedule.

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Kyrgios has not played since February after limiting his travel because of the coronavirus pandemic and dropped to 45 in the ATP world tour rankings.

"When I was struggling - and it wasn't just about tennis - there were moments when I was seriously depressed," Kyrgios told an Australian media outlet.

"I remember waking up in Shanghai one year and it was 4pm and I was still in bed, curtains closed. I didn't want to see the light of day. I didn't feel like I could trust anyone. It was a lonely, dark place. And things came from that. I just lost joy for the game and I was spiralling out of control."

Kyrgios has been regularly criticised for his on-court behaviour and portrayed as the bad boy of tennis.

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He was given a suspended 16-week ban and fined $25,000 (£20,300) in September 2019 because of "aggregated behaviour".

Canberra: Nick Kyrgios has spoken about his struggle with depression which he says left him in a "lonely, dark place".

Also Read| Medvedev fights back to beat Zverev; takes Paris Masters title

The 25-year-old Australian began seeing a psychologist in 2018 to "get on top of his mental health" while he also vowed to reduce his schedule.

Watch the video

Kyrgios has not played since February after limiting his travel because of the coronavirus pandemic and dropped to 45 in the ATP world tour rankings.

"When I was struggling - and it wasn't just about tennis - there were moments when I was seriously depressed," Kyrgios told an Australian media outlet.

"I remember waking up in Shanghai one year and it was 4pm and I was still in bed, curtains closed. I didn't want to see the light of day. I didn't feel like I could trust anyone. It was a lonely, dark place. And things came from that. I just lost joy for the game and I was spiralling out of control."

Kyrgios has been regularly criticised for his on-court behaviour and portrayed as the bad boy of tennis.

Read More| IPL 2020: Clinical DC beat SRH by 17 runs, through to maiden IPL final

He was given a suspended 16-week ban and fined $25,000 (£20,300) in September 2019 because of "aggregated behaviour".

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